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This summer was the best summer i have ever had. I got to spend just about everyday with Chris. There's nothing i would rather have done. Well..maybe hang out with Becca. Not maybe...HUNG OUT WITH HER! I miss her a lot...i cry sometimes thinking how we used to be, but it's really hard between living so far, not having enough money for gas, school, evit, and the love of my life...Its hard. I get so sad thinking of it now. The time i feel so perfect is when im with Becca, and Chris. Its amazing. Makes me feel so right. I really wish i would have spent more time with Emilie, but she was gone the whole summer in New Zealand..which is a once in a lifetime chance. I hope things turn out better for me soon. Not saying that its horrible now.
I love Chris so much though. Im so exicted we have a class together this year, also Emilie, Chris and I have Evit!! Fun!
If Chris wasn't in my life...i wouldn't know what i would do. I love him more than life itself.
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[28 Jun 2005|03:46pm] |
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I get all teary eyed when i think how much i love Chris.
It's so real. Our love that is..
He is amazing at everything he does. He has so much love, honesty, and compassion towards me it makes me feel like im in a fairy tail.
I could write so much more about him..but as im typing this i get all teary eyed.
As he said. "I might just marry my high school sweetheart."
As i said. "I have this feeling im gonna be with him for the rest of my life."
Chris, I love you with allllll my heart..and so much more. You are so perfect.
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Yesturday was mine and Chris's 5 month, well on the 17th... I'm kinda late haha
I love him with all my heart!
He's amazing.
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[04 Jun 2005|11:42pm] |
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Havent updated in a while.
Well i Have been with Chris just about everynight.
Saw a crazy blind woman walk in the middle of the road. She had a stupid dog i guess.. haha.
Got drunk off of beer, rented movies, saw Guess Who, Went to dinner, Went to sunsplash...and so much more.
I have been working a lot, and it sucks..i have no time for me time. I have been feeling shitty sometimes..
I really wanna bleach my hair again, I wish my hair was longer, I want a new piercing, I need some new jeans...i would say i need some shirts, but i just bought some new Volcom ones, which is always awesome..
Other than that, i wish i had time to write in this thing and see what my friends and people are up to.
same with myspace.. idk. Some people wanna, or said they wanted to hang out with me over the summer, but that probably wont happen. You know how that goes. You say something and you get cought up in your regular schedule of what you normally do. It sucks. I wish i had more girl-friends to hang out with. I wish Emilie and i hung out more, I wish i could hang out with Becca more. I WISH I HAD MY CAR!!!!! :[ gosh, sometimes life sucks, especially mine...but only when i think of the things i wish i had...which isnt good. I should work with the things i have, Chris makes my life so amazing...makes it so much better. He makes me forget all those lame things i wish i had. I love spending time with him. Well if anyone wants to hang out with me over summer...i would love to. I need it.
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